The last week

Its the last week of the term, the last exams this days! I feel pretty tired but, whatever... nothing new!
I'm ill ><><>< lucky i have a lot of other games to play ._.
hmm what else... I'm not pretty philosophic today ._.
We acutally could start to run a countdown until the end of the scholar year! there's so less time left... Times running out so easy and so fast that we actually are not even seeing it. Curious isn't it? We live together with the time, time actually lifes in us and we are not conscient ofr it until the end is reaching us. Time is precious and we have the luck to have a little of it. Perhaps it's the reason why i don't wear whatches... they make depend on them: you are always looking what time it is. We should enjoy the short time we have doing things we really love, things that some of us may not have found yet! But in the end... there's time for it, isn't it? ;P
See you soon!

A nice week...

TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!1 I NEED A NAP AND I NEED IT NOW!!!
Even if most of my class were in London i'm exausted. The days i spend home becauyse we just were in our class were stressfull. I spend all the days studying and doing work i couldn't do during the weekend because i was in Barcelona with my friends and did an "after valentine" day with my boyfriend. It wad nice but i was very tired after all.
Miriam, who went also to London broght me a pencil with the UK flag on it ^^ I use it actually for my presentations in order to not get nervous...
Today we'll call in Lincoln to get some information about the UCAS points and all these thing. WE have to got a lot of information about the life there and the helps we can get, were to work and everything like this... it will be a lot of work but its cool... my best friend and me in Lincoln together with my dear Cinzia... i can't wait to go there and start to get a little independent in everything.. I will deo everything by myself... i'm so happy to do this pass. I'll need to get a visa! have to talk with my parents about this ._. Three years without my family..
years without my friends.. 3 years without my dear pet >______<. i'm afraid i won't even be here when he dies :S I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT THIS! ><
Well... it's a step that must be done so it will be done. It's a very good experience everyone says! Even my teachers agree with this plan! so i should concider myself happy to do this step if i can... must see what the doctors think about my moving outside ^-^
So thats it for today... this afternoon i've got to go to the tennis training after one week! hope my mom lets me stay there more than a hour.. :P
So... See you soon folks!

Lincoln Cambridge Lincoln Cambridge....

And so on... i could continue this during almost 5 hours so...
I am nearlly obsessed with the idea to go there and study all the days through.. and night of course!
I'm getting some infomration and actually the prospectus from Lincoln arrived by mail today ._. I was getting crazy about it... the one from Cambridge by the way didn't arrived ¬¬ clear simbol that they want me in Lincoln but not in Cambridge? Perhaps... BUT it's a matter of fact, now i see the picture, that i will see snow again!!!! it will be so damn cold that i may get freezed... doesn't matter, i'm used to it!
Hmmm... I should talk with Cinzia about all of this!
And also... if one of my best friends sees that she'll be able to! Production of Video Games will make her freak out completly! ¬¬ She'll probably will be the happiest person on erath by this!
So thats it!! see you!!!

Weekend's ending

So... it was a quite nice weekend ^^ didn't do nothing for valentines day but i will next week
I'm thinking about a present for my bf, and i already have some ideas. All over i think he'll like them when he sees them.
In a few days most of my class will leave to London so i'll have a few days of relaxing and just hanging around in the school. By the way, i perhaps will go to Barcelona and hang out with friends one of these weekends. It's been a long time since i last saw them so i should hurry up and get me there. But only if they want me. Otherwise i'll feel forced to play some games i have there waiting for me.
I should continue painting the picture i have here waiting... it just needs come color to get finished and it'll be the first painting done by myself. Should i feel proud of it? Perhaps a new artist is born? who knows.
I should get more information about lincoln if i want to study there -.-' i never remember it!
I talked with my granny about... perhaps she'll helps me a little bit.
We'll thats all for today!
See you!

Saint Valentine

Ooooh Valentines day...
It's such a sad story about a man who fought for love.. it's named like this because of an christian martyr who died for love. He married couples who weren't allowed to get married and each couple got a flower of the martyrs garden.
It's such a lovely and sad story: A man who died for love, for the people who couldn't marry.
The curiouse about it is that i was actually a man when normally woman are more romantic and help more people... but in the end, both love and both feel what it's like to love and to be in love or if somebody is in love with them.
I admire people who feel so much passion and indeed would die for them.
Indeed admirable

Readiiiiiiiing >__>

WOW WOW WOW WOW!
Today a present for me reached my home!!!! I was so excited as i saw what it was... The first 2 books of twilight series! I just started reading and read like... 250 pages just at the beginning. It's such a romantic book! I've seen the film a few weeks ago and the book is 25648852145879633 time better than the film. Just like happend to Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter for instance. I thing the only film which was nearly as good as the book was in the name of the rose. Sean Connery is such a good actor!
Anyway, i will keep on realind even if i have finished this book in 3-4 days maximum. Anyway... got stuff to read after the book!
Oh and i forgot that i had the Cosmos book to go also... Well, i'll have time to read everything anyway so, no reason to worry!^^

Painting a lot....

So... After celebrating christmas i first of all had to spend some time with my presents which my mother bought me... So, i started painting the picture of the The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night.
It's difficult picture but ha have a lot of fun painting it so i probably will continue doing this painyting thing. I have some ideas that i would like bring to paper, painting them as well as writing them. After all, my mom engçcourages me everyday to keep on doing this. She says that i have alot of ideas allthough i'm not liker her opinion and i see things lot more pessimistic. Anyway, I will do my best. My paretns said that i should continue doing this creative things to get more calm. I'm pretty nervous the last weeks or months, can't even really remember. The thing is, i'm stoping to bite my lips, which is getting really painful...
Afterall, the so called party was great. We spent the first time all together home. Mom and I were there, and Dad wasn't in the States either. Granny send some cookies of hers <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Caf%C3%A9_Terrace_on_the_Place_du_Forum,_Arles,_at_Night" title="The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night" class="mw-redirect">