Friendship

The last weeks i had a lot of time to think about life and its greaces and, as i think, one of the most important virtue is friendship, trusting in your friends.
I must admit that not so long ago i was unable to trust in anyone and still it's hard for me to trust in someone. I hardly trusted my parents such as i didn't showed them my feelings, and hardly treated my family well such as my friends. It's not like I didn't know what friendship is, but, for a long time i forgot what friendship means as well as trust. It took a long time for me to realize what its about and it was hard, perhaps one of the hardest struggles that i have to confront to. The fight anyway, isn't over yet. Thing get complicated when time passes and wounds may not close. Loosing your perhaps best friend is a significant event. It tooks everything away you ever trusted in. Things change by grwoing older, just like the moon changes by seasons, but so, they can turn in a similar way they were befor. Its about fighting for it, for your friendship.
By loosing a good friend, you loose more than a person you trust in. Its more thanthat, because you actually loose a part of you, a shape of your heart. If you loose your friend forever because he or she died, a part of you also dies, a part you can never forget. But if your friends is still alive, you can recover him or her. Its about being tolerant with changes happens. Shit happends but real friends forgive.

I'm a happy person, my best friend ( i think) has forgiven me my faults and my and we are now trying to trust in each other just like befor.

Searching for inspiration

After writing my on pastiche i have no finally finished the fisr chapter of my own created story. Its still pretty. I have made a big effort to get this chapter completed and i'm still not satisfied with it. It's to short and so less sensitive that you will feel nothing by reading it when I actually wanted it to be the most emotional writing ever made, the most horrifying thing mankind can create.
Anyway, my work wasn't enough and i didn't achieve to manage it. After finishing this thing I will concentrate better on it even if I must work.
Firt of all but, i will do my very best tp get through the last tests and after it, if I manage it to pass all the exams, selectivitat. I'm realistic about it and i know that i must work as hard as i can and that i can't achieve my goals if i don't work hard for them. Its just like writing: studying and practising improve your skills and make you better step after.
After all i just have to remember the picture of me as an criminologist as well as a author, more or less comonly known.
Anyway, in a few weeks we'll have holidays and so the good time of working starts. As we all know: first work, than pleasure, and so i have to wait until saturdays and sundays if i want to go to the beach or visiting friends of mine in barcelona... As stressfull as school can be.

I deserve every student i know the best wishes and good look for their exams indue to i know how they must feel now. Don't give up and remember your goals. They are the most important thing in live, and the engine that makes you working. Without wishes, things would be more than less interesting.

JAPAN

YESSS JAPAN
the most increidble county in the world were new and old hits together! thats Japan! I'm on a gib Japan hive and don't know even why... Perhaps because of some of my friends who want me tome come with them there for a few weeks *_* I would enjoy it so much.... it's an incredible place to go and i think you should go there att least once in your life.. The people are so polite and they never sleep or so it seems to be.
The food is also very good nopt just the taste, but its good for your body, very healthy^^
I would really enjoy to live there at least for two or three years... it's so traditional!
Well... i hope my parents allow me to go there with my friends in a year ^^ My father went to Hong Kong when he was younger and alsowould like to visit Japan. He says that the asian culture, in particular, the japanese and the one from Hong Kong is the most admirable one he ever met with.
Well if i can't go there i may visit my aunt in Houston, Texas^^
We'll see..
so thats it for now!!
BYEE

Bioshoooooock :D

Yes Yes yes... I've played it!
Just a few minutes anyway because i was hungry and my friend wanted to leave ¬¬'
Anyway it was a lot of fun to shoot around! ^^
It made a lot of fun to play a little with the xbox360.. my parents don't want to buy me one so i rather play with the pc that mess around and disturb everyone...

So we're in the middle of the examns so i don't have a lot of time to write something here^^

I'll post the videoshock trailer so you can have a look on it
Also available for pc ;D

Weekend is neaaaar...

And the studies too

Hello fellows

It's going to be a hard week just as i said before. Next week is filled with exams and lot of work! We're lucky thats just a week left till easter holidays and during them i'm sure that we'll continue studying. In just one month and a half everything will be finished and we'll start for the pre university tests... looks like a lot of work to come but anyway, if we work hard it'll be the last time to do this!

I'm so glad that easter holiday is comming ^^ i'll spend three days in barcelona again like everytime ^^ and this weekend i'm also goingo to barcelona during the weekend... but i will return soon on sunday... gotta study more ;)

What else...

OH YES ^^ my cousin from austria will come here to visit us!! (actually from honduras, but she's spending a year in Austria to learn the language in an pupils exchange project) and she'll stay there for the Football EM!

She'll come here and spend like 3-4 days with us and agin we're going to show her barcelona... just like we do with every parent ^^' During the Holidays i'll search for a job... there just a few months left 'till summer holidays and i don't wanna tay 3 months in a row here doing nothing! So i'll perhaps work in the tourist information centre here in ampuriabrava or in castello itself. We'll see ^^

So that all for today!

See you soon!!

ThursdaY

So, Thursday has reached its end and i'm still studying

I've got an philosophy exam tomorrow but i'm quite optimistic about it ^^

On friday i'm going to barcelona with one of my best friends. She's going to italy on saturday so it's the last day we could spend together ^^ After it i'll center on my studies again.

There are only 2 days left to finishing the second term so i must do everything i can to pass this as good as i can! Even if i have stresse with one of my friends........ After this i'll try to go again to barcelona and stay a few days at a friends house and just chill around doing nothing at all xD

What else... oh yes!

My cousin had become father ;) his girlfriend gave birth to a beatifull girl called Amy Elaine ^^ 47cm small and 2.170g ^^ a very tiny baby! ^^ We'll try to see her this christmas!

I've met a lot of new people XD it's so funny to meet new people that just are like you or at least similar... :D

So

Thats all for today ^^ now i'm going back to my philophy book... its calling me!! perhaps i'm getting crazy studying this!

So

See you!

EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFULL

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE

Todayit's over... WE MADE IT!

we've finished the research project thing! And now i'm FREE ... And i feel more than good. Tonight i'll go out for while and play billiard... and drink a beer... a good and cold Heineken 8D

Tomorrow we0ve got a free day because of the teachers strikes against this new law... I think i'll go to the driving school as well as i must study for the spanish test on friday... Anyway, now i have more time for this! ^^

So thats all for today!

I'll write some more next time!! ^^