Friendship

The last weeks i had a lot of time to think about life and its greaces and, as i think, one of the most important virtue is friendship, trusting in your friends.
I must admit that not so long ago i was unable to trust in anyone and still it's hard for me to trust in someone. I hardly trusted my parents such as i didn't showed them my feelings, and hardly treated my family well such as my friends. It's not like I didn't know what friendship is, but, for a long time i forgot what friendship means as well as trust. It took a long time for me to realize what its about and it was hard, perhaps one of the hardest struggles that i have to confront to. The fight anyway, isn't over yet. Thing get complicated when time passes and wounds may not close. Loosing your perhaps best friend is a significant event. It tooks everything away you ever trusted in. Things change by grwoing older, just like the moon changes by seasons, but so, they can turn in a similar way they were befor. Its about fighting for it, for your friendship.
By loosing a good friend, you loose more than a person you trust in. Its more thanthat, because you actually loose a part of you, a shape of your heart. If you loose your friend forever because he or she died, a part of you also dies, a part you can never forget. But if your friends is still alive, you can recover him or her. Its about being tolerant with changes happens. Shit happends but real friends forgive.

I'm a happy person, my best friend ( i think) has forgiven me my faults and my and we are now trying to trust in each other just like befor.